Long day..

A checklist for everything that happened today.

Personal life? None
Work load? Slightly better, but still fucked up.
Having to do stuff you don't really want to but you have to cuz its a family friend and you owe them? Check.
My boss and overall management of my division? Fucked Up
Car making squeaks when braking? i.e. brake pads out. Check.
Something to look forward to at work? None.
Hoping that some day a rich airline calls me up and buys me off? Yes. Silently.
Sick and tired of looking a certain faces you just feel like puking your shit out and shitting your vomit? Check.
Ipod? Havent played in three days.
Food? Breakfast Lunch and Dinner. Might damage my 1 kg a week decline.
Boredom Level? High

But,

at the end of this dreadful day, I saw this on gmail...

" Muka Awak HodohMuka saya pun hodoh tapi saya kaya Jangan jadi hodoh dan miskinwww.kayarabak.com "

....priceless.

February 7th 2005, 2.57PM. Akerman Hall, UofM Twin Cities. Working hard on final project: SAE-Boeing Heavy Lift aircraft. (Crashed to 7 pieces after 10 seconds airborne)

... good times.

maybank...

WelcometomaybankcustomercarethisisZurahowcanIhelpedyou?
Hi Zura, I'm calling you from your branch in Damansara Utama and I have a problem with one of your cash deposit machines.
Sure Sir I can help you. Can I get your name?
Hazim Ismail.
Encik Hazim Can I get your account number
1641258045
Encik Hazim can I get your mailing address for verification
660603 Fajaria Condo Jalan Pantai Baru Bangsar KL.
Postcode pls Encik Hazim
59200
Ok Encik Hazim, can I have your IC number?
8204170****5
Thanks Encik Hazim. And can I have your contact number?
012306***9
Ok and one more verification question En. Hazim, what is your car nickname?
Michelle
Ok Thanks for the verification En Hazim.
You sure you don't need to verify any further? I can give you my shirt size as well
No thank you Encik Hazim. Now what seems to be the problem?
Well like I said some time ago, I was trying to deposit some cash into my account when the machine died on me, with the cash in the machine. Then when I went to check the balance there the money wasnt debited.
Ok How much did you try and deposit Encik Hazim?
500 ringgit
Ok Please hold Encik Hazim.
-2 minutes-
Encik Hazim, did you say you were depositing 500 ringgit?
Yes
Please hold
-1 minute-
Was that all RM50 notes Encik Hazim?
Yes
Ok hold on ya
-2 minutes-
Encik Hazim do you happen to note which CDM machine was involved?
Number 1.
Please hold ya Encik Hazim
-3 minutes-
OK Encik Hazim, I have reported your case to our control center and they will inform the technician and security when they open the machine. They will then tally the transaction and once they find the extra money in the machine they will credit it back to your account and you will be notified.
Ok. So what time are they coming?
Oh Sorry Encik Hazim, this will take 3 to 7 working days.
You're kidding
Encik Hazim, this will take 3 to 7 working days.
So what am I suppose to eat for the next 3 days at least?
I'm sorry Encik Hazim thats all I can do for you now.
Can you get the technician to come out here now?
I'm sorry Encik Hazim but we cant do that. This involves security and the technician so they can only help when the machine is serviced.
So are you telling me that this machine will be out of service for the next 3 to 7 days??
No, the technician will probably come by tomorrow or day after.
So It could be as soon as tomorrow la?
Encik Hazim, this will take 3 to 7 days.
I know you said that already. But if the machine is going to be opened tomorrow I can get my cash then right?
Sorry En. Hazim, but these cases take 3 to 7 days.
And there is no compensation?
No Sir. Sorry
Fuckup Gila
Sorry Sir?
I said thats a bummer. So what am I supposed to do now?
Im sorry Encik Hazim, but theres nothing anyone can do but wait the 3 to 7 days
Yeah yeah I know. Stupid system thats all I can say. Well oklah. Nothing else to do right? All because your stupid machine died on me right?
Is there anything else I can do for you Encik Hazim?
Obviously not right?
Thank you for calling Mayb...(HUNG UP)

Fuckin Maybank I swear to God. Although they're a one stop solution for a lot of stuff. This ices the cake and makes the whole thing rotten. My money better turn up or I'll find Zura and shove her head up her ass.

Here goes a boring money-less weekend....

"Blogs are for singles"

"Blogs are for singles!" Yup. That's what he said. And I think Lock was on the ball with that one. I have to agree, that the only time I feel having a blog is not too lame and obnoxious is when I'm single. Like right now. Kalau tak.. haram nak nampak blogspot. I don't even read blogs whenever I was in a relationship. Hell, I was barely even online.

So what does that mean really? Does that mean that you are really not yourself when you are attached to another person? That you somehow change who you really are just so that you can adapt to the relationship? An adaptation that you deemed necessary upon yourself just so that you can feel loved by someone else? If that's the case then we're screwed aren't we?

I don't think so. It's just time. Time is actually the determining factor of whether or not you are able to reflect upon yourself. And by reflecting I mean blogging (or journalling if not blogging.. or whatever the heck you want to call it) My point is that it all boils down to time. Obviously, when you're in a relationship, you don't really have that much time to waste wandering around in cyberspace. Only quick pitstops to check your personal email, then swoosh, you're off on your next date. But the lack of time doesn't necessarily have to be a repercussion of being in a relationship.

I am not in a relationship right now, and yet I find that there's hardly enough time for me to blog. Hell, I don't even have enough time to check my Gmail nowadays. I'm too busy with work that I don't even have enough 'ME' time! But then again, the reason I am able to be working that hard without being too bothered by it is because of the fact that I am single...

... So I guess he is right... now that it has come full circle back to where we started i.e. SINGLE, I guess Ihe is right. Blogs are pretty much for singles.

Not that I hate being single, of course. I think I'm enjoying the moment for now. Not much to think about in terms of personal life which gives my modest brain ample room to occupy with work stuff. Boring, maybe, but at least its useful. And this causes me to thank God much more for making me be so passionate and interested in my job!

OK It's not all about me. Friends of mine who were in a relationship together for abt a year and a half recently broke up, so I just wanna say sorry for u guys. Maybe its better this way and you'll find better avenues later.

Then another friend pretty much got back together with her weird ass ex dude for umpteenth time. I don't know if its such a good idea but I'm happy for you guys and try to make this one last a bit longer yeah (a month and a half - or a plate of nasgor for me)

Nasgor.. Jakarta... Nice. I forgot to mention that all the photos of my Singapore Jakarta Bandung Nasgor Tour 2008 have been posted on my FB. Do feel free to browse. Since pictures say it all, I dont think I have to give you a narration of the whole trip. Just view the photos and let them do the talking.

Next trip in the planning phase is Bangkok Somewhere around the 12th-14th. However, I might have to been in BKI for that whole week for work, so I guess its either of the two. Then after that, there's probably gonna be a Phuket trip lying around somewhere end of March. I'm also interested in getting a Perhentian/Redang trip going for the KRC club either in early April or sometime close. Will have to check the books, cuz I might be in Hamburg early April. Fuh busy busy busy.

Will keep everyone updated.

"So I heard you've been having food poisoning eh?"
"ye la boss. It's really bad right now"
"You should get those chikit teck aun pills u know"
"dah. I finished a bottle already"
"Hehehe. Tu la. U look pale anyway."
"Yeah but our smart doctor tak kasi MC, I did mention it but I think she didn't hear me so I'm gonna stop by her clinic aga.."
"Yeah so anyway, the LOPA and UA reports ye, I want it by 5PM"
"ok" (fuck)




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